they'll put grenade under the stage,i'll use my own technique and THEY TURN ME

masih cerita pasal dinner PDR yang kali ke berapa,aku pon tak ingat..

the best thing about dinner is the food..akan tahan perot kosong start dari petang,ada yg tahan perot kosong starting from morning..because kami akan makan bersungguh2 pada malam kejadian..

when the time comes,kami akan serbu n kutip n serang segala makanan dah di prepared.

ada yang tarik rambut sesama sendiri hanya utk dptkan makanan..

ada yg sanggup letak racun supaya mereka dapat control semua makanan alone..

ada yg dudok sahaja,planning utk dapatkan makanan dgn lebih bijak(they'll put grenade under the stage),attracting people so they can get all the food by themself.

(the most undeniable and unacceptable story;plis dont belief)

i'll use my own technique..

i'll Q up

remain silence and be patient..

bukankah islam menyuruh umatnya bersabar

bukankah islam menyuruh umatnya bersederhana

(islam also dont allow umatnya to lie)

for me,i wont take the rice(tapi ambik jugak sikit)

i'll took so many lauk pauk,and ratah jer..lalalalala..

i paid more than rm50(dont know the exactly amount) utk makan lauk jer..so sad.

cerita utama yg nak aku ceritakan adalah mengenai make yg aku kenakan pada malam kejadian..

gua buat 2 show..not serentak..show gua yg pertama is the opening and the second show at the middle of the ceremony..

for my second show,i'll dance to a song entitled RUN DEVIL RUN,and i was thinking nak make up mcm ala2 rock and a bit devil la..so i think,and decided to put a celak around my eyelid. but it turns weird!

THEY TURN ME FROM THIS

INTO THIS

so scary hah!

wekkkkk...yah,i shouldnt put some make up on my face..but i looks funny though.lol

so i decided to wear black ray ban(to cover up my eye) during my show. this is my last appearance

pergh,im ordering a 'poison',INTREND and hate the fact that man must start first..

how he can be so famous though..aku pon tak leh buat mcm tu..they can even make their own video and spread to the whole world(through utube what im talking about)..and even their blog,make themself very special..
aku pon nak mcm tu..so,is there any specialty inside me that make me so special,and people in the whole world will know me and recognise me as well..

perlu ke utk jadi famous?
rasa macam tak perlu kot..

jadi..apakah peralatan utk jadi famous???...

i know..
emmm..i dont know..

adeiii,banyak lagi bnda yg aku harus uruskan daripada jadi famous ni..apez,u r already famous! its enough!

benda yg aku nak issue kan sikalang ni ada lah fast food(thing that hard for me to 'blah' from)..suke sgt aku mkn McD..ada apa la sgt pada burger tu!!..hello,tons of fat ok!

if i cant get McD,i;ll find for a burger kat burger stall sbelah jalan ni..

"em,burger daging double special cheese satu. nanti sya dtg ambik"
pergh,im ordering a 'poison'

aku minat kat sorang minah ni..but she is far from me..i mean,she stay in kl,sometime i can see her,but i cant reach her..that is my situation..but,i didnt struggle to get her(i didnt say it is pointless) but i dont wanna try for it..dont know why..but still,i let it be. some people will say that i am a coward. no,i was thinking about my future..she lives as a student(student style=studying=keep studying)takot pulak nak kacau..hate the fact that man must start first..

ok,at last..dapat jugak INTREND!..u know why im struggling to get INTREND this month..sbb amani jadi cover page..she is so fucking cute! damn!..ala,INTREND bkn best pon,tapi gambar inside(photoshoot session) nmpk lawa.hahahhaha

konsert SSJ3..rasa cam nak melompat je ats stage tu.

i actually have a dream. yes i do.

.baju atas sekali a bit retro right,that one i pakai just about 20minutes..hehehe..malu nak pakai,baju bunga2...baju tu is for my first show..baju hitam ni for my 2nd show..first show=HOOT...ada gaya cowboy sikit..sikit je la..

ok,talking about my dream,,yer,aku ada dream..dream aku adalah aku nak menari sambil buat show sambil pakai outfit sambil take a bunch of pics..hahha..buat collection jer..salah tak?..mengarut je lebih kan..dream je..impian..semua org ada impian..aku pon ada impian..kalau la ada syarikat yg nak ambik aku jdi model pakaian diorang ker,syarikat yg nak ambik aku jdi backup dancer ke,main dancer lagi bagus..lalalla..itu hanya sekadar impian,tak salah utk ada impian..impian la yg buat aku tersenyum sorang2...berangan menggunung..macam2 aku berangan..masok tv la...hahaha...em,mcm mna kalau impian yg aku impikan ni,jadi kenyataan..ada betol2 syarikat nak ambik aku jdi dancer ker,modelling ke,buat iklan ker..wowwowoow...sape nak tolak..kalau korang dh mmg suka buat bnda mcm ni..kan3..aku ada tgk cerita korea ni,serius aku jeles gila...tajuknya DREAM HIGH...ada satu sekolah yg training student utk jadi artis...i wish sgt malaysia ada sekolah mcm ni..muahahha...so damn shit..mna ada...ni cerita ja...tapi layan jer...semua org ada bakat tersendiri,,,they can dance well,they even create their own group...lagi satu cerita STEP UP...agak best la cerita tu..they r coming from a street dancer,and they can form their own group,make up for a dance battle..wow,they live like a family...one i like about dance grouping,they live lika a family..dance is their family..

aku paling suka gambar dekat parking area ni...coz i lov how  the background color match with my outfit..suke,it does look like a devil..mcm video klip..ye,aku suka la jugak bergaya ni..but,my height..but its ok,DSLR can help me atasi the problem..heheh..not a big problem actually..tapi kalau tgk betol2,baju aku ni mcm ada sikit tak kena..bahagian bwh dia mcm not perfect,a bit messy la..bwh tak style sgt..thank god baju kaler itaam,so org tak perasan sgt...btw,outfit ni adalah outfit aku pakai buat show RUN DEVIL RUN..serius puas jugak la aku buat show atas stage setelah lama tak buat..rndu sgt nak naik stage buat show..after the opportunity is given,i did my best la..actually i buat satu show jer,after senior have watched our first dance,diorang nak lagi dance..buat la lagi satu..hoho..u know how lucky i am..lucky ker..hahah..biase la,dah lama tak buat show,i even miss waktu rehearsal...lalalal..

we having a short sweet and nice chat.

shila and i

shida and i

waktu petang yg boring,aku dgn kawan aku berjalan2 kat tasik titiwangsa..ingat nak joging sbb pakai kasot(pakaian complete mcm org nak joging) sambil tgk2 apa event yg ada kat tasik titiwangsa tu..ada Hari Komuniti Hijau rupanya..then,aku terserempak la dgn minah2 ni..sorang pernah masuk 'one in a million' dan adik dia masuk 'idola kecil'..bergambar kejap ngan minah dua ekor ni..hahah..btw,we having a short sweet and nice chat...itu jer,sje suker2..btw again,shila got a nice strong unique voice,she also can dance well..shabbas!

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