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Butterworth, Pulau Pinang, Malaysia
hello everybody..assalamualaikum.. selamat sejahtera..this is my district where i expressed my feeling, show myself and i collaged my life. i really enjoy snaping pics!..this is my life...have a nice day to all bloggers..(^_^)..

Thursday, February 10, 2011

bUkAn kEmArAHan tApI KeKeSaLaN



I have to stand on my own..aku tak leh harapkan sesapa!!... I need to have an enemyi cant have all people around me as my fren..i need to have enemy…I hate to have enemy but I need one..so that I can learn how to be hatred..how to be alone..so that I know that I am not perfect…


Aku tak suka gaduh2…nnti aku tak dak mood nak makan..aku tak dak mood nak tidoq…bkn semua org boleh jadi kawan kita..”if u want to have a thousand fren..u need to have at least one enemy”..ye ker??...bkn Allah tak suka kita bermusuh2an ker???...pikir2 la..aku malas nk piker…teruskan je hidup..kalau org tak suka,nak buat mcm mna…
Ish..tak boleh ka aku cari kebahagiaan kat sini…nasib baik la aku dok sini 4 tahun jer..kalau tak..dah lama aku blah…
Aku senang sgt kena buli…bongok betol..bukan aku nak buat org buli aku..sapa suka kena buli??...bkn buli kena basuh baju/spenda/stoking tu…I mean..people is really too damn shit easy ambik kesempatan on me!!..nak minta tolong pape..cari aku…tapi tak boleh ka layan aku baik2…ckp dpn2 aku kata senang berkawan dgn aku…aku la kwn yg baik..but at least,respect me..and ckp elok2 dgn aku..aku lagi suka kalau org baik dgn aku..sapa tak suka kann..(aku tak ckp yg tak der org respect aku..semua respect..)
But somehow,I need to be appreciated..
(because somehow..i pon terasa hati..but people never know,because I never expressed)~my mistake~
Tapi kenapa aku piker yg aku ni kena buli??..
Sbb aku senang sgt tolong org..sumpah aku tak kisah tolong org..tapi hargai la…ok,aku mengaku aku mintak balasan kalau tolong org..balasannya….sebenarnya bkn balasan..harapan..dgn harapan satu ari,kalau aku perlukan pertolongan,ada org yg nak hulurkan bantuan..
Sorry la blogger..aku tak dak tempat nak luahkan..
Solat lah satu2nya tmpat/waktu aku mintak pertolongan drpd Allah SWT..
Blog pula adalah medium aku nak coret..
TQ to the listener..may Allah bless u..
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