.adoi...hati dah kosong,ditambah pulak perot yg kosong..

dah lama tak update blog...mcm2 aku nak crita..(cecite cecite)..alone giler skrg ni..sape nak teman??...boleh jadi pendengar setia tak?...aku nak luahkan mcm2 perasaan yg berkabung dalam hati aku ni..ish...'u can never forget ur first krush'..kalau korang pi KFC,ada stu banting yg tulis ayat serupa gitu..ada maksud tu..adoi...hati dah kosong,ditambah pulak perot yg kosong,,then,i fill it with char koey teow(favorite food)..but still,my heart is empty..anybody want to fill the blank?..
am i too desperate?...i saved the blank for her..if she come,then the blank is hers..but if she dont..the blank is still hers..however,if the blank is filled with someone else,i cant put another blank to put her in..i have to forget about her..but she need 'bimbingan',like i always does(i always advice her,remind her something,about good thing la..)..she want me(lead her)..but she is someone else..i cant go to her..im stuck!
then,what should i do?..i am confused..i'm glad that she is still  my friend,but still,i love her...i cant lie to myself..i cant lie to her either..so,whether i keep messaging her or i stop texting her..am i a betrayer?..
*to everyone,dont think that i am a good people,nor a bad people...judge it through my condition..
first,yes..i still love her..second,i cant love her coz she is someone else..
do history need to be repeated?
owh,my english is so bad..damn it!..hate myself..why do i have to be like this...
terhuyung hayang..terkontang kanting..where am i?
lalalalalalalaa...i need 'home  therapy'..
*message mode:
"salam,mak buat apa tu?..dah sihat ke demam aritu?"
"salam..tak buat apa pon..sihat dah sikit..apit buat apa?...sat lagi adik nak ckp dgn apit,dari kelmarin dia nak ckp..."
oh god..i miss my family damn much...
..but my mom bless her..
i hope there is fairy that can replace her..
i am the guy that are afraid to try..shit!..coward!!!
but i dont want to destroy our relationship...
i know she comfort now..i like to see her comfort..i let her be..as long as she happy..i am happy..to love is nothing,to be loved is something,to love and be loved is everything...saranghae..sarang hae always...till i die..sarangahe:(

Tale of Tom and Jerry..

tiba masa utk aku tulis post aku yg seterusnya..dan skrg aku rasa amat lapar..mna nak cari makanan tgh2 malam ni...hello,dah pagi...2.11am...baru tadi aku main badminton dgn kawan2 aku...berpeloh sakan...sampai kulit kaki aku terkoyak..ye la,sapa suroh tak pakai kasot...aku biar je kulit yang terkoyak sikit tu utk teros lagi terkoyak dan tercabut...aku main lagi...kulit tu makin terkoyak, tapi tak tercabut pon..makin hitam lagi ada la...argh,sje seksa diri..bkn apa,gian nak main..lama tak main badminton tgh2 malam....boleh turunkan berat badan aku yang makin bertambah..

lemak burger Wendy's pon tak keluar lagi,aku dah tambahkan lemak ayam Popeye kat badan aku...mcm mna berat badan tak cepat naik..grrrrr

...main badminton rasa segar sikit aku malam ni..sebelum mandi aku(setelah penat bermain,peloh satu badan,kulit kaki terkoyak sikit,dan ambik external dari kawan sbb nak tgk Secret Garden malam ni)..aku buka lappy aku dulu...buka FB,tweetdeck,tagged dan jugak blog aku la..

sambil tgk2 berita2 sensasi yg terkini dan hot,aku ambik 'nail cutter' aku dan potong sisa2 kulit aku yg terkoyak tadi tu..buang dlm tong sampah(perlu ke crite?)

ok,aku nak crita part ni,masa aku naik ke bilik(ini bab lepas aku ambik exernal),aku ternampak sekor kucing yg selalu masuk bilik kitorang...tengah melahap dan melantak sekor tikus kat depan bilik aku(this is not Tom and Jerry story)...eyyyuuu,sucks!..

i never tgk benda tu happen in my eyes!through my naked eye!...ok,i admit that, 'kucing' ate 'tikus'(naturally)..but it really fucking suck..with the sound crack crack mcm snack...(tulang tikus tu patah)..masa aku tgk,half of the tikus's body dah masuk dlm mulot kucing tu(kucing tu comel before ni)..tapi dah berlaku bnda mcm ni,i wont let the kucing enter into my room..ever!...(walaupon kucing tu tak bersalah,tapi aku kesian giler tgk Jerry kenan makan bulat2,so pity)..aku ada tgkp process Tom makan Jerry,tapi tak nak la letak..nnti malu Tom..(ok,this is a Tom and Jerry story..)

a day..

waktu pagi seperti pagi di hari2 yg lain..cuma lebih sejuk lagi..semalam hujan kot...malasnyer nak buka mata...bangun,sbb kena smbhyg subuh...wajib bangun...(walaupon waktu dah agak lewat..seyes lewat gila)..check enpon,kot2 ada miskol dari yg tersayang...

ops,ada stu msj.."apez,alhamdulillah,jpa dh masuk.."..smiled for a while...alhamdulillah..syukur kpd Allah yg maha pemurah..
direct ke toilet,ambik wudhuk..solat subuh!!..yes,go to class with a happy sunshine smile...(cucuk duit dulu) sbb kelas ended pada pukol 1.00pm,so i'm free...

guys out there,since aku dh dapat biasiswa aku,biar aku setel hutang yuran pengajian,yuran kolej,ptptn lagi yg tertangguh..then hutang2 aku kat mmber..mcm la byk sgt,sikit je kot..(*hutang2 aku kat mmber,bknnya hutang aku kat mmber2...-bca betol2-)

maaf,aku ni kaki window shopping..window je kot...since ada duit sikit kat poket,tak kisah nak window shop berjam2 pon...

watching a movie..scary shit devil movie:The Rite...(aku tak nak buboh wallpaper dia sbb ada tanda salib,so aku tarok gambar org yg kena rasuk je)..
Wendy's....mkn burger..nyum3..

ok,dah habis berjalan2 kat sg wang dan TS,badan pon rasa letih..kitorang pon balik la...rehat dalam bilik...tiba2,aku pulak terkunci dalam bilik...masalah betol..tombol pintu rosak...aku yg ada dalam bilik tak boleh nak kuar..tak kan nak jerit..talipon je la mmber,mintak diorang tolong buka dari luar..pintu tak terkunci,tombol yg rosak..adoi...aku dah la pening kepala...bagai nak lekang pintu bilik aku dikerjakan 2-3 org kat luar bilik...sampai roomate aku berdarah jari...mmg damn betol tombol pintu..ujian yer..sabor je la...

alhamdulillah,pintu dapat dibuka dan tombol pintu completely rosak..esok aku nak pi buat report...perabot dalam bilik aku usang2 belaka,pintu almari aku ada sebelah jer...tempat sangkut towel pon tercabut..bilik pon semak(salah diri sndiri)..sapa nak tolong kemas kan?..malas betol aku nak pikir semua bnda ni...serabut serabai otak aku..grrrr...

ok,dance sekejap,biar penat..tido..nite all..saranghae...bubbye(^_^)..

SS3 & wINDow Sh0P

baru2 ni me and the geng went to sg wang..early in the morning kottt...(i never go to bukit bintang as early as that)..i bangun dlm kol 8 plus minus (but before i dah already solat subuh)..u know what..i nak teman kwn i go and buy concert SS3's ticket..i tak pernah lagi pergi concert as big as that..paling besar pon Shout Award jer.damn kot,smpai2 jer penoh giller nak MAM org dah berator/berkumpol sbb nak beli tiket..i acknowledge that those people bermalam kat sna so that they can buy ticket(takot habis/takot dapat seat yg tak best)..that also my 1st time i tgk peminat yg fanatik nak MAM dekat suju ni..kipas susah mati la katakan..mmg payah nak mampos pon diowang ni..berebut2 berhimpit2...diorang dah tak kira dah..bila buka je pintu masok(info:pintu masok bukannya satu,kami terpaksa merempuh byk pintu halangan..barrier something like that)..since diorang dah tolakk2 aku mcm sampah(hello,i'm here),aku pon tolak la balik...thank god kitorang yg sampai lambat dpt dok barisan depan..tu pon jauh gak..and thank god lagi sekali mmber aku ada member card,so dia dpt special service la...(ada part aku kena halau dgn pak guard)..

 tunggu agak lama smpai tertidor aku kat restoran cina yg tak buka lagi...below is the SS3's ticket..i smiled..

above is the real counter..

 setelah penat berjalan(once kitorang berjalan kat sg wang after bought the ticket)...and i pon ada promised ngan kwn yg lagi sorang i nak teman dia lunch kat Indian restaurant kat area BB gak..kami pon mencari(..ada scent sesat sbb got wrong instruction..sakit hati nak MAM)..

unfortunately,menu yg aku mintak(as listed above)..tak der..(sbb aku mintak yg mahal kot~kwn aku nak belanja,so random pick je la)..tapi tak ader dgn alasan The Cook tak sampai lagi..jadi,ambik je la apa yg ada..ok la,begedil keras sikit..

belows are the funniest stupidiest thing i saw at time square..kelakar lawak gila nak habaq mai..

ok,ini dah sampai part fashion collection...rambang mata lihat semua bnda ni..kasut,beg..(i think everyone is wondering the ticket price)..

kasut..kasut..kasut..geram giler aku tgk kasut ni...mmg hajat aku dari dulu nak beli...once,u will be mine..lol

 atas ni collection t-shirt yg i tgk ok la..so-so la..sesuai kalau dipadankan dgn sweater..tak pon pakai je t-shirt ronud neck tu dgn jean..santai....



                                                          beg..sesuai utk pelajar yg minat gaya music..dan kaki jalan jugak..nak bwak banyak buku..kuakuakua.

another collection of shoes...

smile..

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start your day with a sunshine smile..

today's summer collections..

 style jeans kat ats ni dh berlambak2 malaysian pakai..so,tak heran sgt lah why there are so many teen yg choose this kind of outfit...it look damn simple and styly with the sneakers....senang nak pakai..btw,remaja nowadays mmg suka pakai jeans...kuar je lepak ngan mmber2..jeans and round neck t-shirt is commonly chosed by them..easygoing though..

 accessory utk jejaka di luar sana...i think watch kat ats ni mmg nampak stylo n elegant la...nak habaq mai kat ampa,this kind of watch tak nmpk berat...certain guys out there tak suka pakai accessory..and diowang akan nampak kosongm with no accessory melekat on their body..in other word..they will look 'sugul'..but mostly,guys skrg dh start pakai accessory,especially wacth...this kind of watch mmg sesuai la utk para2 blogger lelaki yah...it suit with every kind of outfit..u may try if u dont trust..

watch kat ats ni pulak agak nmpak exclusive..mcm org2 berada jer yg boleh pakai..i dont think so..if u can mix and match ur outfit dgn ur accessory...ur appezrance will be boom!

 since,this is summer collection for guys out there..i ada collection handbag utk para blogger lelaki..ye la..cuaca summer kat malaysia tak mcm summer kat korea...summer kat malaysia agak extreme...so,most people will easily be dehydrated...u may need water and other staff to keep along with u..all those handbag mmg sesuai utk dimiliki..korang boleh bwa g jln2 tanpa ragu...tapi carefull..peragut ramai diluar sana..

 boot ats ni bkn boot utk summer..aku ltak sbb  aku berkenan..hehhe...sometime,it does look ugly...tapi ok la,pakai nak buat show jer..lol..

i love how the way he look..with a simple red jacket..black inner and a long black pant...mmg masyuk ar...i adore the jacket..it will be mine soon..hehe..tunggu duit dulu la yer...tapi rntai mmg tak berkenan...its a cross necklace..i am muslim..islam doesnt forbid their followers to get in fashion,but please not to langgar the syarak..saranghae(^_^)...